Time to rant XD

okaii no art this time XD cos this is a blog and you're suppose to type something instead of posting crappy arts XD so here i go XD

first of all, i killed my one and only love TTATT my dear tablet pen TTATT OTL;; WHY OH WHY MUST GOD CREATE SUCH A CLUMSY PERSON LIKE MEEEE ;A; i didnt have the mood to draw any art cos of my dear tablet pen .___. it died yesterday DX, i drew pretty linearts with it ;A; WHYYYYYY OTL;;

i watched Twilight 2 days ago XD it was...ok i guess XD i only like the part where the vampire's kick ass XD and i cant believe they cut the darn scene D8<

Just after watching Twilight, i went to get my coloured contacts with my two besties XD and no, im not wearing them because i wanna be pretty like all the other girls out there XD;; im wearing them for a reason XD what reason you might ask? yeah im cosplaying :'D XD what's cosplay? go google it or wiki it then you'll know what i mean XD

nothing much to talk about me cos my life's the same, nothing changed XD PMR results are near, as usual, time's flying really fast as if it was a bullet train D8 i hope i pass my PMR with at least a PASS, lol. i've got problems passing my subjects .__. especially that friggin science that doesnt even makes sense D8<

i'll post up pictures of myself cosplaying next time since i didnt have enough materials yet XD;;

last but not least, i'm kinda risking my life over this but, some of my dear friends... they might have forgotten who am i already XD;; this is something for me to emo about, no idea why, but *sigh*, it's okai, it's life anyways XD you live or you die, the decision's all yours XD everytime when i emo something bout friends or anything particular that's related to friends, and in a sad way, it reminds me of my poem 'Toy/Toys' XD;; i think that was the reason to how i created that particular poem XD, the feeling of being forgotten, the feeling of being neglected, that's how i emerged my feelings within the poem, and that's how my poem turned out to be so emo XD;;

it's always a sad thing to moan about but *sigh*, you know what? go soak yourself in a pool of bleach, go cleanse your mind people~! D8< XD flame me all you want but this is what i felt after i shifted school, no not only when i shifted, even the day when i arrive in juniour high, i've already felt the feeling of being left alone, no one cares, not being comfort, being backstabbed, yeah this is what i felt =] hope i didnt offend anyone DX OTL;;

and guys, if i did anything wrong, then im terribly sorry (real sorry), for whatever i did, i've realize how many mistakes i've done, but gladly, some of your minds must 've been happy when i shifted XD;; i dunno how many of your minds might have think of that, but if you didn't, im glad to have someone like you XD;;

to be honest, i hate making enemies, i prefer having friends then enemies XD, but when i typed this really long rant, i never meant to offend anyone, just to tell you guys how i feel, since i was always so scared to approach to anyone to say all these so called 'harsh' words XD

hmmm, i wonder how have you guys been? fine i guess XD and i can see that some of you are currently coupling >8D XD it's been 2 years, i think, i've barely kept in touch XD as in face to face, MSN and on the internet doesnt count lol XD

anyway guess i should stop before i offend anyone XD, if any of you reads this rant and thinks that you've got something to say, please comment on my tagboard, thank you and have a nice day~! =] XD

P/S: I miss you my dear tablet pen ;A; dont die on me TTATT once you're saved, i swear i'll treasure you with my life TTATT *sigh* it's so hard to lineart without you my love =C come back to me TTATT

P/P/S: Please come to Sunway Pyramid on the 20th or 21st December (preferably 20th XD, if possible come on both days XD), around lunch time to see something outrageous XD, curious of knowing what's going on, on both days? come and you'll see XD will be looking forward to seeing you guys~! 8D XD PLEASE COME TAT