Wednesday, June 3, 2009

All by Myself, Once again.

As expected, if it's not today then it'll be tomorrow.

The sorrowness and despair, will eventually come back once they're gone.

...I dont think i want to go on with my life anymore.

Drawing, hobbies, everything.

I just tend to screw up.

Whatever i do, will always end up having someone else being hurt.

Words are powerful weapons that could penetrate once heart, leaving a wound, true indeed.

I tend to say something i should not, end up having people hate me, end up hurting people, that's all i could do i think.

I have no good nature.

I'm no optimistic person, i'm more to a pessimist.

I look optimistic on the outside, but i'm not on the inside.

It's like crabs, their shells are hard but once you crack them open, they're soft inside.

You must've got bored of this, since i've posted millions of emo rants over here.

...I dont want to talk about it anymore.

I just keep screwing things up.

...I want to be alone.

I wish there's someone who would understand me better...

Someone who would understand me better...is there someone like that in the world?

...I just wanna die.

I tend to hurt people.

I tend to disappoint people to no end.

I'd be better off with the dumps.

...All by myself...once again...

1 comment:

Shrimp said...

of course there are times when sometimes we hurt people when we mean not to, but it can't be helped D: everyone in this world has bad hair days when they feel like that they've screwed up in everything but they're just putting them self down with their own thoughts D: or even other people putting THEM down

you need to remember that your friends and family will always stick with you no matter what : D
whenever you have a bad day and you really want to suicide no matter what, always remember that bad days are nothing compared to those really good days you have :'D even i feel like suiciding at times and feel emo etc, but is it really worth taking your life away?
tomorrow or another day might be a lot brighter for you, and it can keep getting better D<


I hope this isn't lyrics of an emo-ish song ;_; otherwise my comment is extremely embarassing LOL "orz..