Found it and Damn

Ok i seemed to be annoying, but i found it, the guitar that had the same and EXACT body art design.

Here you go, an Epiphone Les Paul Standard Plus-Top Heritage in Cherry Sunburst.

Long name, yes indeed, that is why i forgot the name of the previous Gibson Les Paul picture i posted in my blog. orz;;

I found one in Amazon that cost nearly RM2k for the above link given.

Had a chat with my mom, she wont seem to budge. D:

So i guess i have to rely on my own.

I told my mom i was going to buy the guitar on my own, but nooooo, she just had to say,

'Dont buy it without my consent.'

Like what the hell?

I'm using MY yearly savings man, the savings that i've been trying to keep for a year?

Darn, parents these days cant be trusted.

That's why i kinda stop making promises with my parents, they ALWAYS break it.

So i kinda have to rely on my own. =.=

All they know is to nag and brag about studies and my poor academics, just to get me off the track of my passion.

Like hello? I dont intend on becoming an engineer, a pilot, a lawyer or whatsoever.

I just have the thought of becoming a part time musician and an artist, that's all.

Although it's true, once your hobby becomes your job, you'll suffer, because you wont get to enjoy it like how you always do, that is an artist for you.

But musician, i'm not so sure, they look so carefree, but there are pros and cons about it. D:

Bleah, everything in this world has its pros and cons.

And just a while ago, today, a friend of mine and a forumer, asked if i want to make a band, and that her, was the one who wanted to sell the guitar to me.

I said yeah, if i were invited to a band, i'd be really looking forward to it.

'Okay then, let's make a band together! You'll be the vocalist and the guitarist!'

Okay. Wow, that was fast.

Now i'm the vocalist and the guitarist?

I dont even sing good, i break things with my terrifying voice. ;A;

I dont even have an electric guitar, how am i suppose to get one when my mom doesnt even allow me to get one until i graduate high school. .___.

Well, she did say,

'Lets just take this as a hobby! Don't worry no rush!'

That somehow relieved me by 50%, because i'm currently thinking if i'm actually ready to join in a band. To be honest, i'm actually not that ready in joining a band yet, since i'm still in grade 1 for classical guitar. XD;; *shot*

What? At least i learned most of the stuff from internet, my teacher's too slow, i really really cant rely on him too much, i'll only rely on him when it comes to stuff that i dont know. XD;;

Guitar takes about 4 years. I learned the guitar just not too long ago, about November '08. And once i finished classical it would be the time when i'm already in college? Okay, out of topic.

My friend told me to quit cosplaying for a while to save enough money so i can buy one while i'm still in high school, well yeah i can do that, since i dont have anyone to cosplay in mind. XD;;

But when it comes to PVC figurines.... i can't do it. orz;;

PVC figurines are like an opium drug, once you get one of it, you're done for, you'll want to have more, that's the current situation for me.

For the sake of the guitar, i must save money! ;A;

But i wonder even if i were to save the money, am i able to use it?

Because for sure i know, my mom would stop me from buying the guitar. .____.

It's been like this for years, i saved up the money, and for sure, all she just have to do is use her mouth.

'No.'

THAT word itself would cause a great impact of fear to me. orz;;

Yes, i'm a coward, i obey my parents when it comes to buying stuff, sue me. :C

It's weird, i want to rebel, but i cant. orz;;

Anyway, my mind's in chaos right now. It's really frustrating when you cant make up your own mind, like myself. *shot*

Damn, what am i to do now?

Peace. Dlv


P/S: Life sucks when your parents dont understand you one bit. D:

P/S/S: It sucks even more when a person BREAKS your promise.

P/S/S/S: I can sing 'Tears in Heaven' by Eric Clapton and 'You and me' by Lifehouse now. 8D *shot*