Oh Great

My phone got reseted due to personal issues. orz;;

Everything in my phone's gone, excluding the stuff from my memory card. orz;;

So yeah, i will need everyone's phone number. orz;;

Those who knows me in real life please contact me through my MSN or my Cbox, thanks. :'D

Anyways, today i got to have a hold on something. It gave me a tune of awesomeness.

An Electric Guitar.

I GET TO PLAY IT IN SCHOOL TODAY. 8DDD

What more, abused/molested touched it. ;A;

It was my seniors. 8D

I didnt approach my senior for the guitar, since i was really shy around her.

She's one of the seniors that i admire. 8D

Until my other senior took out her electric guitar when she wasn't around and played with it without her permission, so i asked it from him instead. LOL. *shot*

When she got back from somewhere she was asking money from him. LOL. In a joking way of course. 8D

I wanted to give the guitar back because i felt bad but she allowed me to play it instead. 8D

And so i abused/molested played with it, with some of the Jpop songs. 8D

Yes, i memorized some of the power chords from certain songs that i wanted to play with an electric guitar. 8D

It makes me want get my own electric guitar now, it's so awesome. D:

And my hands are so itchy right now, i need an electric guitar despite it being heavy. D:

Well, it wasn't really heavy, but ah well, WHO CARES. LOL.

And i got to play around with the amplifier. 8D

At least i know how it actually works now. Despite there are still some parts that i need to learn. orz;;

I still need to know how pedaling works. D8

Alot of things happened recently, some happy some sad. :'D

I lost something, with sadness all the way, couldn't really sleep comfortably like usual. D:

But it's okay, i was being misunderstanded, if that certain something doesnt like or trust me anymore, what more can i do. XD;;

Though i still loved that something.:'D

I love my 'Toys', i dont want to abandoned them nor do i want to lose their trust on me, because if i lose a 'Toy's' trust, it could affect me real deeply. :'D

I tried to make that certain 'Doll' smile, laugh, and talk to me like usual, but, i got back a...what do you call it? hmm, i dont want to call it lifeless, sounds bad. D:

An answer which kept me worried and kept me emotional in a corner? A cold answer? Is that the right way to put it?

Meh, i dont want to talk about it, makes me all emo inside. .______.

Well, sweep away all that emo-ness and onto something happy.now shall we. 8D

August is a month, where i'll be going back to Subang, most prolly. 8D

Lots of stuff is planned during the month. :'D

Going out with friends, events, as usual. 8D

Oh! I edited my original song, the first one posted from my previous post, yeah i edited the intro plucking part. 8D

And sadly, i could only seem to do YUI guitar covers instead of singing them. D8

Must've been the lyrics. TOO MANY TO MEMORIZE. LOL.

But seriously, i really want to sing the YUI's songs and play the guitar together. Hopefully i could do it during the holidays. :'D

And and the sounder didn't come for 3 days. 8D

From Tues till Thurs.

She got in an accident during Saturday, she came to school on Monday, but she looked fine. D:

She didnt came the next day. LOL.

I felt so peaceful and i was able to study properly in school. 8D

Okay, off i go, i need to bring Teddie to a vet.

He vomitted 5 times today. .______.

I pray to god that he's gonna be okay. ;A;

Peace. 8Dv


P/S: Hey SMK USJ 13-nians! I might be bringing my guitar on your school's carnival day, so prepare! XD;;