Oh yayzors

Im becoming Grade 2 this Sunday, supposingly should've became Grade 2 on the 30th of October but since there were tonnes of replacements due to mom being not free, i'm becoming Grade 2 this Sunday, my replacement day. Lolz.

Oh hey, i've got new obsessions. 8D

Recently i'm really not into anime, weird. LOL. *is bashed*

And i got myself buying something's not anime, WHUT, SO RARE OF ME TO DO SO, LOL. *shot*

I think i need to be bashed again because i've not been drawing recently? OTL;;

And yes if you're wondering why am i acting like this, KPOP is my new obsession. My god. LOL. I cant even get their songs right, i cant even SING it right. LOL.

I'm OBSESSED as hell with KPOP.

Well sooner or later, and i think it's really later, that i'll forget about KPOP, probably in 5 years or so. LOL.

What can i say, i'm a Spontaneous Idealist, i like trying out new things, not saying i forgot about JPOP or anime or drawing, i still LOVE them, it's just that KPOP is occupying me almost EVERYDAY, LOL. OTL;;

...This might be random but i just want everything to turn out alright in the future, i'm always afraid of moving forward, because you'll never know what might bring you down or what might lead you to success, like my current situation. LOL.

...I'm just too afraid of moving forward anymore. .____.

I got dissed by my friend today, because i brought my guitar in school today, and i sang with my friends, and well, my friend said she couldn't sing because i was singing, probably i was interrupting? I'm not sure. And err, whut else, she said she wanted to go upstage next year and sing while me and another friend of mine play the guitar, without the both of us singing of course, i was like, wth. LOL.

It's like she insulted me, indirectly. LOL.

I mean sure, i would really look forward to my friends performing on the stage instead of myself, because well, they need their time to shine. 8D

For myself, i can probably wait, since i know i suck at singing like a whole lot. XD;;

Though my selfish side would think, 'When will it be for me to shine upon everyone?'.

As for my own personal side, yes, i would really want to sing on the stage, but, with me not being satisfied with my own voice, i dont think i could, and yes, some of you may say, have confidence, and i really thank you for supporting me( sounds so cheesy, LOL ). 8D

With your supports, who knows, maybe the next time you'll see me, i'd be a more 'visible' person, instead of invisible, i want to be somebody, not a nobody, like the title of my blog. 8D

So cheesy. LOL. *shot*

...I really need to change the blogheader's picture and title soon. LOL.

Hmm, i think that's probably about it, couldn't think of anymore cheesy stuff. *SHOT*

Peace. 8Dv


P/S: I still love YUI and Anime except my obsession for KPOP has grown alot bigger. C: