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Sorry, im out of spelling error hies. D:

Came back from my grandfather's bday dinner, and i must say it was satisfying. :D

'Cept for the fact my uncle was around. >__>

I'll be having another dinner- tomorrow or today i dont care, LOL. During FRIDAY, i'll be having another celebration of my grandfather's bday dinner.

Im going to be random again, i tried out SuJu's Sorry Sorry dance, randomly with my cousins. LOL.

And i must say, it isnt easy. D:

As seen on their MV's, it isnt easy. Except for the leg-slapping, hand-rubbing dances, i just cant do the leg shuffle. D:

Well, im going to try out random dances, since im not allowed to go for classes, i'll randomly do dances. Geez why didnt i thought of it earlier. *shot*

And well, as much as i hate saying this, i might be using Music, to step in my life and make it my career. I haven't told anyone about this, especially my family, so yeah. What will i deal with music? I'm not sure, might as well have nature play it's course. :D

I KNOW my parents wouldnt allow me to do so, but this is what i want. If music fails me in my life.... i'm not sure what else i should do anymore, so yeah. :D

Okay im not going to go emo and think about this, for now, i'll strive with doing what's best. Improve on every single thing that needs to be improved on, even studies, yes how i hate that activity, but im forced to anyway. D:

I may not have a great sound when i sing, and as you know, friends would always say you're good at singing, but in reality, when you think you're not good, you're not good! But if you think you're great, then that's probably where everything starts getting better, you're improving, you're confidence has been shot up to a level where you're not afraid to be pulled down, boast about it, but dont boast as much, put effort in it as well. I'm sorry im just talking gibberish. My bad. But well, that's what i'd like to tell to myself.

I have friends from every corners of the world, and they all come telling me i sound good, but in reality, i dont think i do, and i need someone to be honest with me if i sound good or bad, that's why i always tried singing in front to my friends online, i'm not sure, but sometimes the answers i get, arent always the one i wanted. I just want someone to criticize on my singing. And as i may know, my voice sounds like a little 13 year old boy reaching to his puberty age.

I really need to start recording myself singing and post it on YouTube, so i'd get better feedback, because i still feel i lack something. And despite all these rant, i might be going for vocal training. Because im getting frustrated with my voice and my singing, i feel there's something i lack that's why, when i sing, my mind will straight be set into 'i-sing-really-bad/awful' mode.

Okay im done with my rant, i'll be ranting again tomorrow/today/friday night. Or maybe not. Lololol.

Peace. :Dv


P/S: Im going to try dancing out some random moves my picking out random songs from random MV's. Just for the fun of it. :D