Thursday, December 10, 2009

Is it necessary?

To make a blog?

Everytime i come crawling back here and ended up being emo typing out emo stuff, my spirit and my motivation isnt fully recovered, well it's more like dead. D:

This place is like a place for me to emo all the time, it scares and kills me. D:

I'm just so afraid of facing the future now, i'm not sure what to do. ._________.

Should i just slit my wrist and end this? ;___;

Nah that was a bad idea, it's like running away from what you would need to face ahead of you.

The thought of going back to this dreaded school, is killing my mood. D:

I just wish i could quit school. ._____.

...I just wish i could scream my lungs out at a place where no one's around.

Now for certain, there is a thing i always wanted it to happen, but i guess it will NEVER ever happen, not where i'm living.

Oh well, emo rant over.

Will update soon i guess. :D

Peace. l'Dv


P/S: Is it necassary for me to live what im striving for now?

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