Boycott

I've been boycotted by my cheras friends for not finishing my homework. Should i be happy or not?

I think i'm both? I'm happy that im not hanging out with them, like really glad and happy, but i'm sad too.

I fought with them a while ago through text messaging.

I almost attempted suicide.

They're doing this because my moral teacher told them to. I already knew this, this morning.

I dont want to go school anymore, i want to stop going to school...

I feel hurt when i lose friends just like that...

So many mixed feelings inside of me...

...I dont know where else to go and who to talk to anymore...

My friends are being aggressive at me, they showed me looks, i really really dont know what to do...

I miss Subang so damn much... I want to go back there and study again... I hate it here...

I wanted to show you the messages we fought but i deleted it by accident as my inbox was piling up...

Now i just dont know what to do...

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