Pissed Maybe?

Yes, i'm pissed. Why?

Hmm, I did my moral essays like i was told, and despite the stomach cramps i had, i did 2 essays, next morning, i gave it both essays to teacher, here's how the conversation goes.

*hands in paper*

'Where's the rest?'

'Next week.'

'Photos?'

'Not yet take.'

*puts down her books made out of crap with a loud thud, crosses hands and walked pass me as if i never existed.*

....Nah. =.=olo

Okay fine, she doesnt want those papers why didnt she told me earlier? Lol, wasted my time. =.=

Well, it seemed okay in school for the whole day, i didnt talk to them at all. XD;;

But i got the news about them backstabbing me when i was absent yesterday. XD;;

Well, they're always like that, when they're really close with that certain person, they wouldnt dare say a thing and would be so nice and would hang out with you, on the other hand, if you're not with them anymore, they start gossiping and backstabbing about you.

They even showed me faces.

So called 'Dont get us wrong! We're still your friends!' huh? XD;;

For me, it's over, lol. I dont care a shit they do anymore. They think they're oh so angelic but reality wise, they're bitches. D:. Mind my language. XD;;

They still want me to change though, sure, i'll change, when i reincarnate that is. :P

Yeah was sad after that i knew they backstabbed me. But was happy again after that. 8D

Why?

Well, as usual, every Friday, the music club in our school will always be having activities. So i took the guitar from the store where they stored drums in it too, and started playing, i never touched the drums sadly. OTL;;. Maybe wasn't in the mood. XD;;

So i started singing songs that would soothe me down, my senior friend( the one who also teached me how to play the drums ) popped in after hearing me play Rolling Star by YUI, though i didnt sing because i wasnt sure how the lyrics go. XD;;

She got excited and started singing the song so i play along, strumming all the way. LOL.

And then she asked me what other songs i knew by YUI, so i played a few songs and sing for her. She said it was hard to find anyone who's obsessed with YUI, LOL. 8D

So yeah after singing here and there, she praised my singing and how i strummed the guitar, i was, well out of words, LOL. Because her praise was well, unexpected actually. XD;;

'You can be the next YUI already! You sound like her, your expressions when you play are just like hers, the only thing missing is that you dont look like her! Gah, if only you looked like her.'

LOL, OTL;;.

My first time getting a praise like that. OTL;;. Nuuu~ i shouldnt be compared with YUI. ;A;. YUI's way more awesome than my everything. ;A;

Well, thanks to that praise, i've gotten happy again and there was nothing to worry about, especially when i think about YUI supporting me. 8D;; *shot*

So yeah, it seems like a fine day today too. 8D

Actually when i got to school i was kinda nervous. XD;;

Because well, after what happened, i didnt dare face them, now it's like, nothing. LOL.

I just realized they're the baddies too. XD;;

And yes dear god, i finally noticed i mixed with the wrong people, they're just using me, yes i know. LOL.

Well that's all for today, gotta practice for tomorrow's performance. OTL;;.

Peace. 8Dv


P/S: I really want to get an acoustic guitar now. *shot*. Well it's sound quality is good and loud, better than my classical, and yes i know i've been requesting alot of things lately, LOL. OTL;;

P/S/S: Krystal + Amber <3